again...... & again......

How to get over this??

always thinking, wandering, 

like a mad dog.

i care, you don't

i love you, you don't

i am just a tool for you to ask bout your homework?

just a tool to talk to you for nothing?

Our relationship,

sometimes, it seems close

sometimes, it seems far

sometimes, it  seems gone.

Again and again i suffering this,

again and again you come to me just like this,

and go away from me just like this.

I should not put any hope, no more

why i put hope again?

This is sucks, 

Hate this life.

Wow...

Today is second time buy lottery ler... Somemore it's your car plate number.

I don't know this is fate or what..

i asked my grandfather that i love you and if you are the future wife of mine,

i do ask my grandfather to let me success.

today,

i  bought your number and then i got it :D 

i am planning to treat you a meal this thursday btw.

Yng, now start.

My hand won't let go anymore from you.

until the day i get you i will still hold it tight....