Thank you....

Today is my presentation, and i screwed it up.. :( 

I know my workmanship is not good at all.. thats what i worried all the time,

and yeah... bad comments.. and also my plan

but these things won't happen on me myself for the 2nd time...

I FUCKING SWEAR!

I won't let these bad things especially in work happen 2nd time on me...

Thank you, you just grow the fire in my heart, the fire that wanted to show that i am not that useless

and what i had done can be nice...

ME, RAYMOND YEW! DEFINITELY WILL TAKE MY FACES THAT I HAD THROWN

IN CLASS TODAY BACK! NEXT PROJECT, I WANT YOU TO AGREE WITH MY WORKS

AGREE THAT I AM NOT A PERSON THAT DON'T HAVE SENSE OF BEAUTY, 

SENSE OF DESIGN, AND A BOY THAT SIMPLY DO HIS THING!

DEFINITELY! I WILL GET WHAT I HAD LOST BACK! I WILL REMEMBER 

THIS UNTIL THE DAY I DIE!!!

I WILL NOT FORGET WHAT HAD HAPPENED TODAY!! 

WILL

NEVER

FORGET

ABOUT

THIS

!

Sticky!

Sticky! A Christmas gift for my love one..

When i give you this present and you asked me why i suddenly gift you,

i replied this is a Christmas present for you.

You said why so early and why don't look for another way to gift me,

from this phrase i started to think that are you actually wanted me to ask you 

out during our break?I hope you actually mean that and

i will definitely ask you out :)

I hope everything came true so that i can follow my plan :) 

and also you said i already spend a lot,

are you shy or you are actually thinking for me?

i don't know.. but what i hope is you are thinking for me .

What i can do now is hope for the best, prepare for the worst :) 

Excited....

As usual, i called you.... i asked you out on our christmas break and u didn't reject it... I said i wan to go fetch you and ya.. you said don't want but yet i say i don't want let you drive... i don't know why i will feel so excited on something that haven't really confirm yet but still i feel happy and excited that the girl i like finally didn't so reject me.. maybe she feel closer to me already... Good Luck to myself :)

I really want to know what you thinking...

Well.. you went movie with him... i am jealous, but i think again maybe is because your internet is down and he asked you to go out and you got nothing to do so you just say yes. you ask me to pay the bill for you, but when i ask u ask that fella to pay and u suddenly silence for a while and say don't want... I say i pay and you say don't want also and quickly change topic... actually.. u said that "want me to pay for you", it's from your deep heart or you are just kidding with me??? Sometimes i really hate guessing what you thinking... i really hope you can say clearly to me.... You say u remember the body smell of mine, and think what is that. My friend said that you start to notice me already but is it true? I am wondering... Everday i wondering....

Only you...

I had been stressed because of my homework... but only you, yeah! YOU LIM HUEY YNG! only you can calm me down.... when i talk to you, i feel calm, i feel happy i don't know why.... Thanks to you, that calm me down and i love you....

actually....

It's been a while that i didn't write anything here.. I always say that i don't gonna care about her anymore but still i care... why she is just too attractive? Until i can crazy because of her... seriously.. i dont know why.... i didn't really meet much girl that can make me so crazy until because of 1 phrase from her make me emo and keep on thinking... haiz.... WHY!?

有一种女生....

有一种女孩子在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，

在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，

并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑，

不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，

大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。

这种女孩子也会偶尔的忧郁，

朋友问她怎么了 她也只会说没事

其实她只是感觉累了，

她只是需要一个拥抱。

这种女孩子不会轻易恋爱，恋爱了一定会好好珍惜。

她会骄傲的拉着他的手大街小逛，

不要认为她放肆，

她只是答应过姐妹们幸福要大家一块分享。

这样的女孩子恋爱的时候

喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮，耍赖。

不要认为她太小气，蛮不讲理，

其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！

这样的女孩子不允许男孩子的背叛，

如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，

她一定会狠心的离开你。

不要怪她太绝情，

她其实很爱你，但是卑微的爱情她不要，

她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！

这样的女孩子失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好，

大声的笑，放声的闹。

当姐妹心疼的说：“你没事吧？”

她会放下她所有的骄傲，趴到姐妹怀里哭。

哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。

若你遇到了这样的女孩，

如果你们是朋友，请原谅她平日的不理不睬，

其实她只是不会社交，不敢打扰，

你想想你的每一次邀约，她拒绝过你。

如果你喜欢上她，请你不要说出来，

因为她很幼稚，你会吓跑她。

原谅她的冷漠，

她只是怕伤害你！

若她喜欢上你，请你不要在她的世界里消失。

她没有更多的要求，不会打扰你的生活。

她只是想静静的看着你，

当你的观众，仅此而已。

如果你们已经在一起了，

请你好好珍惜她。

这样的女孩子、太傻，

请你别让她受伤。

Dream about you again..

Today just dream about you again... i dreamt that u had gone by my side and i keep on searching but still i can't find you... you are so important for me.. even in dream i lost you i will keep on finding... hope this is not gonna be true :(

today i am so wrong..

i should not jealous... you are right, we are all just friends... but dont worry... i will make u mine 1 day... and i gonna prove that actually how deep am i fall for you... Until i can't get myself out of it now...

总有一天我会搂着你的腰，然后在我家人和朋友面前说...

昨天应该高兴的..不过我想太多了。我不会再去想这么多，我就是想现在一样对待你。在你面前我会是一个说到做到的男人，会给你安全感，然后慢慢的让你喜欢上我。总有一天我会搂着你的腰，然后在我家人和朋友面前大声地说：“这就是我的女友，林慧盈。”

谢谢你昨天为我包的菜。

昨天我过得很幸福。

happy yet not happy

今天跟你一起吃午餐，可是我发现我们之间好像少了一样东西。他打电话给你了，说是本要跟你一起吃的，可因为听错而跟我一起吃饭。我就在想，我会不会是他的替代品？还是他比我来得重要很多？还是我想多了？我一直在找属于我们的那种感觉，可是今天我就是找不到...是不见了，还是那种感觉已经不存在了？

Today, mild seven will be my wife and alcohol will be my partner.....
Love someone is hard to forget....
My friend is more lucky then me because he still got a girl that love her so much even thou already broke.
Unlike me, loving someone so deep but no guts to tell and see her gone away AGAIN and AGAIN!
A guy without any guts isn't a guy.....
I will stop these bullshits for now and i will get all the things i want...
I rather be a playboy now....
Loving someone so deep is useless.... she wont come back....
The day she come back i scare it will be my next life.......

Why u come in my dream again?

haih, after telling thins about you then u appear in my dream -_- wth
i dream that i have a good time with u.
once i wake up my mind is full of your smiling face.... all around my head...
i hope that next time once i wake up i can see u lying beside me.....
I love you too much until i can't control myself.....
My love to you will never end because you are the one i love RIGHT NOW!

GIRLFRIEND IS NOTHING, MOM IS MORE HARD TO GAU TIM!

Walau eh??? WTF WRONG IS TODAY? MAKE ME SOOO LAN CIBAI PEK CEK 1! KNN!! A MOM IS REALLY MORE HARD GAU TIM THEN A GIRLFRIEND! SAY MISS ME BUT CRYING THERE FOR WHAT? I KNOW U MISS ME BUT U CAN SEE ON THIS FRIDAY WHAT.... KEEP CRYING FOR WHAT O! WALAU! MAKE ME STRESS KE? DIUUUUUUUUUU!