still can't let go...

How long that we didn't talk face to face??

Did you really don't miss me?

i miss you...

more then i expected,

everything u shared, u wrote, u like

it's just like a knife that keep stabbing me.

cause i can't hold you,

can't hold the hand that i feel it's the one that suit me.

girl, how to let u know my feeling?

i am scared to let u see everything of this that i wrote,

i am scare that you will say "it's not my problem" to me.

i am scared that you will say no one asked you to do that.

girl..

am i really that bad until you don't have feeling in?

am i really that suck?

life....

life is unpredictable. 

once you fall in love with someone, the feeling came,

once she/he hurt you, the feeling gone.

love is always an one sided game,

one give out, one receive.

I love you, but i can't get you.

I tried to get close to you, but i failed.

My life is just simple like that, morning wake up we call and we talk.

Go class together, sit beside each other,

Once it's gone,

Go class alone, sit between each others. 

I never wanted you to leave, but that's your choice.

I never think bout that you are gonna fall in love with him, but that's your choice.

I can't do anything but accept it.

Girl, you will never know how i love you.

Girl, you will never know cause i won't let you know.

Girl, the day you leave me, i am already decide to be a better man.

Girl, even thou it's already passed, you still don't know how much i had missed you.